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巻き戻す

錆びた視界を

埋め尽くしていく花びら

ゆっくりと落ちる冷たい光と孤独は誰の?
誰と分け合うものでしょうか

白く途切れた深淵へ

その心　差し伸べた掌
果てしない棘に曝されても
選びとる傷みに生むぬくもり
わたしだけが識っている

巻き上がる

きつく締め過ぎた捩子が孤独な愛を
愛をじわりと削っていく

枯れた約束　抱きしめて

その心　踏み込めないのなら
残酷なほど無垢なわたしへと
選びとる傷みも分け与えて
あなただけを識りたい

ひび割れた記憶をつなぐ手で
巻き戻す
いばらの世界ごと
囚われた針を進ませるまで
この眼はまだ閉じない


あてのない幸せのかたちに
弄ばれそれでも何を願うの?

Courage

I told another lie today

And I got through this day

No one saw through my games

I know the write words to say

Like "I don't feel well", "I ate before I came"

Then someone tells me how good I look

And for a moment, for a moment I am happy

But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry.

I need you to know

I'm not through the night

Somedays I'm still fightning to walk towards the light

I need you to know

That we'll be ok

Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful

The day I choose not to eat

What I do know is how I've changed my life forever

I know I should know better

There are days when I'm ok

And for a moment, for a moment I find hope

But there are days whem I'm not ok

And I need your help

So I'm letting go

I need you to know

I'm not through the night

Somedays I'm still fightning to walk towards the light

I need you to know

That we'll be ok

Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own

These secrects are walls that keeps us alone

I don't know when but I know now

Together we'll make it through somehow

(Together we'll make it through somehow)

I need you to know

I'm not through the night

Somedays I'm still fightning to walk towards the light

I need you to know

That we'll be ok

Together we can make it through another day

Dedicada.